I find myself wallowing in the memory of a handful of recent conversations about motherhood, watching children fly away, and stepping reluctantly into “The Afternoon of Life.”
(That’s a book, given to me by my daughter. I groaned when I saw it, but it’s actually just right for me…and funny, too.)
So, just now I scrawled out a poem — with sappy tears streaming down my face– and my 20-year old son comes in, unaware of my poignant tears, to get something from this room.
“Don’t mind me,” I say. “I’m just writing poetry that makes me cry.”
“Your OWN poetry is making you cry?”
“Yes. I’ll read it to you when I’m done.”
(Maybe. If you’re lucky.)
I’m Meant for Little Things
Big things? No, I’m meant for little things —
I’m the tapper of a traveling stream of a thousand text messages and heart emojis, a hundred “are you almost homes?” and “luv yous”
I’m the tiny-Lego-helmet-finder and the “Where’s my Wallet?” wizard
Big things? No, little things —
I’m the finger-mender of the glove that gets lost a day later at the hockey rink
An empty cupboard magician, a juggler of leftovers, and a make-do artist
I’m the queen of laundry
(my royal eyes have seen that same pair of underwear a hundred times)
Big things? No, little things —
I’m the hopefully-wise-advice-giver
The occasional hugger and everyday love-giver
The rambling-dream-listener —
A tea-maker, sick-fixer, peacemaker
And everyone’s personal spelling coach.
Big things? No, little things —
I’m piecing together my
slowly-growing-love-mosaic out of
lots of little things
While praying someday
they will all see the Big Picture.
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Absolutely movingly beautiful! ❤ ❤
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Oh, thank you for your encouraging words, Tonya! So kind.
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😄❤
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So very beautiful! I especially love these lines:
I’m the finger-mender of the glove that gets lost a day later at the hockey rink
An empty cupboard magician, a juggler of leftovers, and a make-do artist
Oh, and this, too!:
I’m piecing together my
slowly-growing-love-mosaic out of
lots of little things
While praying someday
they will all see the Big Picture
I love the way your heart-longing comes through your words. You are doing beautiful life-work! 🙂
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Thank you, dear sister! Our recent conversations had a part in this post…and do you remember when Monday night’s writer-speaker said his own writing made him cry? Or did I imagine that?!
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That made me cry too 🙂 I love you Mama
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Oh…thanks for stopping by!! I love you, Franco!
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So beautiful! Love it!
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Oh, thank you so much, Lisa!
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This is by far the most beautiful thing I have read in a very long time! I have tears streaming down my own “afternoon of life” mom face right now.
They will see the big picture because you have painted it with so much love.
I have to message you personally about this poem.
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Wow…this made my day! It came at the right time, too…it’s been a weekend of watching another one leave the nest…..Thank you, Esther!
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As you know, my kiddos range in age from 12 down to 4, yet if the life of the oldest has gone by in such a blink already, then I feel the afternoon of my own life is just two blinks away. My heart is with you, mama. It was pure joy to meet you today.
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Michelle! Thank you for your encouraging words! It was a delight to meet your precious family today!
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So absolutely beautiful! Truth!
This has been much of my life and days too.
Definitely relating! My tagline for my blog turned into Delighting in the Daily Details because my life is much about the daily. I love many, many things about it, but also get stuck in the mundane some days.
My heart’s desire is to delight in each day, in every good day, seeking beauty, and counting gratitude for the little things!
May your week be delightful! Thank you!
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Thank you so much! Your blog is beautiful! I plan to stop over for a closer look 🙂
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